my parent is everything for me

                 Mother and father is the parent who has born and take care me. When I was child they always kept me from the dangerous things. May be I did not happy and have a well life however Their advices is very precious for me and made me have a spirit to face every challenges in my life. They are very patient and will not surrender although their working is very hard and sometime make them tired. They do not know whether night or day, they always looking for the money in order they did not want if I have a hungry although they do not eat anymore. They are feel sick however they did not want their child know about their diseases because they do not want to see their child cry and feel what they felt.

                  I should to understand what my parent wants because they only have one dream to see me happy and to be a successful person. They do not want if I to be like them. So, they give me education, happiness as strong as they can. When I was sick they also feel sick and cry if they looked me cry. In every their pray, they always give me a hand. They always look happy in front of me however their heart was hurt.

                   On the other hand, I always against their advices even I closed our ear in every advices that they give for me. I always say “ah” every their asked me to help them. They often cry after I did not hear them but they are not angry with me. I don’t understand why. I have made the mistakes to my parent however they always patient. I think that my parent is not everything for me although they still think my happiness as their child. I prefer talk with my friends then talk with them.

                    How many sins that I got to hurt of heart of my parent? I do not think if I to be like my parent may I cannot strong like my parent. They are always strong to face the challenge in their life. I ashamed to my parent because I often make my parent especially my mother cry and sometime they are sad. I want to realize and forgive to my parent cause my mistake. My parent is everything for me because they keep me from born to the world until now. Because of them, I can learn from the mistake to be better person. Thank you my parent you have kept me and care of me. I want thank you for all the things that you gave for me although I cannot bless all of thing that you have given me. May be I only give you a hand and help you as strong as I can.

                    I want them to live with me until they are old later. I want to take care my parent until Allah calls them. Thank you my mother and father, because without you I will not conscious and do not know what are the kind and ugly.